and...

I hate intership on wednesdays.... its sooo ackward being w/ the dude who I dislike the most
we were best friends, the beggining of the year.... we told each other everything and I realized how much we had in common.... I didn't know as much about him last yr, since I liked him sooo much and was shy and stuff.... so ya wednesdays were fun for a while, having a close guy friend that I could relate to, it was like we could read each other's mind and we gave each other advice on relationships and stuff, just enjoyed life ya know?.... and now they suck b/c I don't like being around him...... idk why he acted sooo stupid, I mean we were just friends and I was cool w/ that but w/e.... only 10 more days of that stressful crap....

on a more positive note:

like I mentioned in the last post, I am starting to let myself fall for someone again..... and this dude is like a 9 1/2 lol maybe even a 10!! he's sooo sweet and silly and best of all he makes me HAPPY!!! he gives me a reason to go to school everyday lol


p.s dis-regard the blogs about a hazel eyed dude.... I never really liked him like that.... he was just someone who helped me not like the dude I liked last yr ne more and the dude I am falling for does NOT have hazel eyes lol.... they r blue ha ha!

lets see.....

freshman yr I had the biggest crush of my life.... and also my first heartbreak..... liking that dude was such a roller coaster ride..... he was sooo confusing and crap....he flirted w/ everyone, but everyone swore he liked me back..... so after I had had enough and couldn't take it ne more, I thought I'd never like ne ever again..... at least the wayyy I liked him..... and now I am starting to let myself fall for someone again..... who is wayyy cuter and nicer than last yr dude..... and I am happy :)whether it is just friends or more, I know this person is amazing!

Wednesdays

so I really should be back in my class room ha ha and I will be back there momentarily. I just am chillen w/ my homies in the library. So you know how I was just sayin that I didn't want a bf.
Well the truth is I do, but I'm not worryin' about it. There is s0meone I like somewhat.... so I could go out w/ him. and then there is my one dude friend. He and I are really good friends, I don't necesarily like him like that, but he would make a good first bf. so ya I can't wait til' the holidays.................. and CHRISTMAS. only 2 more days yaaaaaaaaaay!
woooo hooooo
so ya life is tooo short to worrry about drama, high expectations and all that crap
I might just shock ppl and go out w/ whoever asks me out next
just cause I'm sick of being a goodie-goodie. I wanna live ya know?
I love to have FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yah. anyways TTYL my lovely fans :)

**sigh**....the price of love

well as you all already know I am quite passionate and romantic girl.... meaning whenever I like a guy, I truly care about them. well lets just say lately things ain't been going so well...... and lets just say we aren't even friends now :/ needless to say he's acting like a complete jerk :p
so I've decided that I need to take some time to myself..... maybe give dudes a break for a while.
But its not as easy as it sounds. I have the greatest friends in the world......they care a lot about me, I've been listening to a lot of music, excercising a lot and tryin' to keep him off my mind.
That helps a lot, so I know I will get through this hard time, I'm a tough girl.
on a more positive note its the holidays and I can't wait til' christmas.
For now I'm gonna have fun w/ all my friends and just wait patiently for the right guy to come along. After all I'm sick of tryin' to impress dudes, I want someone who will like me for me :)
well I will keep you guys posted....... and Happy Holidays =)

soo tired of....

sick of boyz bein soooo stupid lol
they are sooo immature and don't
know how to let a girl know that
they like theminstead they act dumb
and tryto hide their feelings and all I
can say is...GROW UP and be a real
guy, have the nerveto let a girl know
whenyou like them cause you never
know they couldjust feel the same way
too and were waitin' for that special
momentwhen you said the magic words
" WILL you be my GIRLFRIEND"
just some advice for all the dudes out
there, trust me this is soooo true!

~Angelica

Do u ever wish you could go back in time?

So ya today was a so-so Friday, I mean it was ok but I was exhausted and its was yucky and rainy outside. So ya life has been ok lately, but everything has been soo confusing. idk I just haven't been the greatest lately. Headaches daily and confusion are two words that can sum-up my week. Sometimes I wish I could be a freshman again ya know? I had sooo much fun my freshman year and everything was perfect.... Sophomore yr has just been so-so so far. I remeber when I used to wish I was a sophomore lol, but now I'm like, dang freshman yr was cool. But being a sophomore has its pro's. I love all my classes like computer art(my fav) and stuff so thats cool. and I can't wait to get my license in April :) And I can't forget how lovely homecoming was this yr, it was sweet ;) So ya I can't wait for christmas, its my fav time of the year. Everyone is always in the spirit and idk it just seems like everything is awesome.
The only thing I don't like about christmas is the cold... but somehow I don't even care.... just being w/ family and all my BFF's makes me happy.

the games ppl play lol..... another oh my goodness one 4 u ;)

So ya 2day was a good day :) I went trick or treating >.<
I know, you're prolly like why on earth did she do that for? but really it was because I did get to go anymore after 6th grade and Autumn and I hadn't did anything 2gether since that one conflict(which I'm glad is finally over). So ya anyways I had fun chatting w/ my friends and stuff too. At lunch I chatted w/ my usual friends, and 2day I talked w/ the dude I like a little bit too. Idk but everytime I see him I just think to myself " he's adorable". Gotta love his hazle eyes and hair. awwwww [[blushes]] back on topic lol. Anyways I've been doing a lot more this year as a sophomore and learning a lot more too. So 2day I decided to vent a little on my views about relationships. I used to think I wanted one sooo bad... but now I'm reconsidering. I mean I like my crush a good bit and if he asked me out, I would say yes. But for now I'm being careful w/ my heart, too passionate for any games and relationship troubles. when I like someone I truly care about them. And lately all my friends are having troubles w/ their relationships and I just wanna focus on my life and goals. anyways sophomore year's been going well, and I have been having fun :) I miss freshman year a little bit, but each year gets better <3

yours truly,

Angelica Sweetness