Wednesdays

so I really should be back in my class room ha ha and I will be back there momentarily. I just am chillen w/ my homies in the library. So you know how I was just sayin that I didn't want a bf.
Well the truth is I do, but I'm not worryin' about it. There is s0meone I like somewhat.... so I could go out w/ him. and then there is my one dude friend. He and I are really good friends, I don't necesarily like him like that, but he would make a good first bf. so ya I can't wait til' the holidays.................. and CHRISTMAS. only 2 more days yaaaaaaaaaay!
woooo hooooo
so ya life is tooo short to worrry about drama, high expectations and all that crap
I might just shock ppl and go out w/ whoever asks me out next
just cause I'm sick of being a goodie-goodie. I wanna live ya know?
I love to have FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yah. anyways TTYL my lovely fans :)

**sigh**....the price of love

well as you all already know I am quite passionate and romantic girl.... meaning whenever I like a guy, I truly care about them. well lets just say lately things ain't been going so well...... and lets just say we aren't even friends now :/ needless to say he's acting like a complete jerk :p
so I've decided that I need to take some time to myself..... maybe give dudes a break for a while.
But its not as easy as it sounds. I have the greatest friends in the world......they care a lot about me, I've been listening to a lot of music, excercising a lot and tryin' to keep him off my mind.
That helps a lot, so I know I will get through this hard time, I'm a tough girl.
on a more positive note its the holidays and I can't wait til' christmas.
For now I'm gonna have fun w/ all my friends and just wait patiently for the right guy to come along. After all I'm sick of tryin' to impress dudes, I want someone who will like me for me :)
well I will keep you guys posted....... and Happy Holidays =)